Just Because

I read today something about relationships and what true love is. It said that when you get into a relationship their is a grocery list of reasons why; he has a cool or great job, a wonderful smile, you melt when he looks in your eyes, you always feel happy, all those types of things. When you know it is true love is when you cannot remember those things, you just know that you need that person and that they are there.

I know that things are going to work out for Michael and I, despite the move we are going to make this weekend and everything we have been through.

So, I was not going to write anything here today, but I am bored and my boyfriend told me to write something. Saying it does not have to be about anything or can be about whatever. well, here it goes then.

Have you ever been at one of those points in your life when you are not really sure what you are not only going to do tomorrow, but in the next 5 minutes as well? That is how I have felt the last couple days. Not sure what I am going to do for a job after 5 months of not having one. Going to be moving to my boyfriends parents house in a small resort town. It seems that our relationship always needs some sort of work (that is mostly me over thinking things). I have no relationship with my daughter, in fact, I am not sure about anything with her anymore and her Mom does not help the situation any.

With all that said, I still seem to feel good. The over thinking everything gets upsetting sometimes, but for the most part I am good.

I really am not really going anywhere with this. I am trying to take my mind of the fact that I need to pack and that I am moving in with my boyfriends parents because I cannot find a job.

Anyway, next time I post it will be from another town, one a lot smaller and hopefully I will have a job then as well.

Moving

Well, it has come to this. Michael and I are moving to Ruidoso, New Mexico in a couple of days. It seems that their may be more jobs there that will help us make it through all this “economy” stuff people keep talking about.

So, after 5 months of looking for a job in Albuquerque, I guess I am giving up. I think I have given it plenty of time. We are hoping to save some money and then be able to move to either, Dallas, Houston or Denver and have a job waithing there.

I will continue to post here on this blog. Hoping that it will eventually be something that is helpful. Either helping people find work or maybe just helping people forget for awhile and enjoy life. I am hoping for both.

Getting Motivated

For some reason, the more time I have, the less motivated to do things I am. I still go out everyday and look for work, but the things like housework, continued learning, and staying organized seems hard. now that I have lots of time, I seem to do less. When I worked full time, I used to get lots done. I would clean, read, go out and do things.

The Hunt Has Not Ended

There are many things I could talk about right now. One would be the relationship I am in. Another could be how I got where I am today (but that is too long). So I will start with my continued search for a career job.

At this point, I am thinking that going back to school is a great option. My skills are all in TV news producing. Besides being a producer, my skills, according to prospective employers, are limited. It’s been almost four months since I worked a regular 40+ hour a week career job. Everyday I wake up thinking this is the day that I will get the call. Well, as you can see it hasn’t happened.

During this time that I have been working odd part time or freelance jobs, I have been catching up and learning more about Marketing/PR and trying to learn about web development. I am hoping that will help me in the long run.

As far as everything else, not being in TV news has made me a lot less stressed. I do not freak out about half the things I used to. I also think that I am a lot calmer. Oh yeah, and that nightly drinking, it has stopped. So there are some good things about the job search.

I am still hoping to get some sort of job with Reelz Channel. I have not heard back from them since the short list interview. Not sure when they are planning on getting back to people, because I am not sure they really knew. But I do know that they are not starting opperations here until May sometime, so I guess there is still time.

Getting Your Business Noticed With Fun PR That Is Cheap

There are many ways to get you business noticed. Many of them are either free or at a very low cost. The most important thing is that they create a virus. Where you get people talking about your business. even if those people do not become clients, some of the people they talk to may become clients. None of these are new. They have been done before, but you can do them and put your own spin on them. So here is a list of eight that are cheap and most of all, ways you can have  fun and make others around you happy as well.

1. Like this is right here, make a list. People love lists. Only your list will be things you can do for people. Make them creative, but be honest. People love to laugh, so make your list fun.