Getting Motivated

For some reason, the more time I have, the less motivated to do things I am. I still go out everyday and look for work, but the things like housework, continued learning, and staying organized seems hard. now that I have lots of time, I seem to do less. When I worked full time, I used to get lots done. I would clean, read, go out and do things.

The Hunt Has Not Ended

There are many things I could talk about right now. One would be the relationship I am in. Another could be how I got where I am today (but that is too long). So I will start with my continued search for a career job.

At this point, I am thinking that going back to school is a great option. My skills are all in TV news producing. Besides being a producer, my skills, according to prospective employers, are limited. It’s been almost four months since I worked a regular 40+ hour a week career job. Everyday I wake up thinking this is the day that I will get the call. Well, as you can see it hasn’t happened.

During this time that I have been working odd part time or freelance jobs, I have been catching up and learning more about Marketing/PR and trying to learn about web development. I am hoping that will help me in the long run.

As far as everything else, not being in TV news has made me a lot less stressed. I do not freak out about half the things I used to. I also think that I am a lot calmer. Oh yeah, and that nightly drinking, it has stopped. So there are some good things about the job search.

I am still hoping to get some sort of job with Reelz Channel. I have not heard back from them since the short list interview. Not sure when they are planning on getting back to people, because I am not sure they really knew. But I do know that they are not starting opperations here until May sometime, so I guess there is still time.