Just Because

I read today something about relationships and what true love is. It said that when you get into a relationship their is a grocery list of reasons why; he has a cool or great job, a wonderful smile, you melt when he looks in your eyes, you always feel happy, all those types of things. When you know it is true love is when you cannot remember those things, you just know that you need that person and that they are there.

I know that things are going to work out for Michael and I, despite the move we are going to make this weekend and everything we have been through.

So, I was not going to write anything here today, but I am bored and my boyfriend told me to write something. Saying it does not have to be about anything or can be about whatever. well, here it goes then.

Have you ever been at one of those points in your life when you are not really sure what you are not only going to do tomorrow, but in the next 5 minutes as well? That is how I have felt the last couple days. Not sure what I am going to do for a job after 5 months of not having one. Going to be moving to my boyfriends parents house in a small resort town. It seems that our relationship always needs some sort of work (that is mostly me over thinking things). I have no relationship with my daughter, in fact, I am not sure about anything with her anymore and her Mom does not help the situation any.

With all that said, I still seem to feel good. The over thinking everything gets upsetting sometimes, but for the most part I am good.

I really am not really going anywhere with this. I am trying to take my mind of the fact that I need to pack and that I am moving in with my boyfriends parents because I cannot find a job.

Anyway, next time I post it will be from another town, one a lot smaller and hopefully I will have a job then as well.

Moving

Well, it has come to this. Michael and I are moving to Ruidoso, New Mexico in a couple of days. It seems that their may be more jobs there that will help us make it through all this “economy” stuff people keep talking about.

So, after 5 months of looking for a job in Albuquerque, I guess I am giving up. I think I have given it plenty of time. We are hoping to save some money and then be able to move to either, Dallas, Houston or Denver and have a job waithing there.

I will continue to post here on this blog. Hoping that it will eventually be something that is helpful. Either helping people find work or maybe just helping people forget for awhile and enjoy life. I am hoping for both.